Sometimes I don't wish to get out of bed in the morning. Every time I close my eyes, the dream progresses like a storybook. I want to read it to the end.

I used to take a lot of pictures. These are from a butterfly garden. I followed the raggedy old one all day, trying to get a picture that did him justice. Everyone was going to leave without me. He was beautiful.

I never got to clean these photos up.

I ran out of one of my supplements yesterday. I didn't realize that it balanced out one of my other ones. Without it I woke up at two in the morning screaming in pain. I woke someone up. They never said anything. 5:48, 5:48 is the time when I could finally move onto my side without letting out a blood-curdling shriek. I've been sick all my life, but sometimes it's still hard. Regular people don't understand what it's like. How could they? I don't hate them for it. How can I be mad at them for something that's not their fault.? I just press on, survive, adapt, but sometimes I still wonder "why is life like this, so unpredictable yet forever the same?"

I need to re-read Hellboy; "The Troll Witch" is definetly a favorite. Mike Mignola is one of the comic greats. Other include Stan Lee, Frank Miller, and the underrated Richard Sala.

Questions we all had about Sailor Moon:
1. If Sailor Moon put her brooch in like her pocket or something would the costume come out wrong?
2. What happens to their clothes? Do they just magically come back or something when they take the costumes off?
3. How do they get the costumes off?
4. Why don't hermaphrodites magically switch back in forth in real life?
5. What happens if someone steals your transformation pen or something? Do you get a new one?
6. Are Artemis and Luna married?
7. How come only Serena gets a magic disguise pen?
8. If you go back to your home planet, do you get like ultra powered?
9. How are the other Sailors going to marry their future husbands now that they unknowingly murdered them?
10. Is the transformation sequence optional?
11. Do ordinary people win prizes if they are really good at the Sailor V game?
12. How do I get superpowers?

You know when you are in the shower writing poetry in your head, and you're rushing hastily to write down the words you said? After every verse I repeat the whole poem, but I wasn't paying enough attention and almost did something weird. I forgot that I had the razor in my hand... My mind wonders sometimes. The poem came out great except two okay lines that seem a little out of place.

Wrote some poems today; haven't written in years. First one was meh, but "Birds in Gilded Cages" shows real promise. Have to wait to copyright poems all at once, but then will post them on a fairly regular basis.